About Last night....

No it is not a movie. heh. (some of my sappy, happy, and constranted rambolings)

Just getting up from the night of Ann's Wedding Shower. Ann you did not make a fool of yourself as you think. Anyway, great fun. Unfortuantely most of the people that were there I have only a tenuious contact with. I don't get out too much. But it is great to see them. Had a few conversations about anime and the intoduction of a person to it. What's good that I have seen and what is not so good. BIG genere that it is.

We got there a bit late and had to leave early due to a headache of my love's. Did not expect to be given a look of daggers by maelyn when I came in. Couldn't tell if it was directed at me or Kim. It may not have even been aimed ate us in the first place. Just got that feeling. On the way home I did finnaly tell Kim what one of my roommates said to me. Aaron (the roomate) told me that maelyn had stated that she was trying to break us up. This was way back when maelyn was a roommate. It didn't suprise kim. I know that Aaron wouldn't lie to me about something like that. It didn't change my view of maelyn though. (Prob shouldn't be posting this on an open forum like this but I plan on using this for my raw thoughts and the like as well as a way to keep up.) Maelyn has something I call the Ricci Effect. The ability to say one thing very derogatory about someting and then to there face be totally sincere about the oppsite. The effect is hard to spot but once you do you don't take much of what they say at face value anymore. For obvious reasons. Sigh, It pains me to see people treat others in that manor. I try not to. If I do I expect someone to slap me silly. Just me I guess.
My group of freinds had a major falling out with maelyn. I still can stand...Wait not phrased right. I can still accept and even apreciate maelyns presence and positive input on things. I even think of myself a bit more mature than others for being able to do so. Though that might be just aragonce on my part. Ah, the fine line we walk from aragonce to humble aloofness and other states of mind. But back off of that tangent. Back to my current subject of maelyn: I know she has been through a lot and that others have ostrasized her for certian things (she is even aware of that but may not have the right idea why) and that the place she is at she needs freinds too. Heck even a low level empath can feel the pain and turmoil.

Wow, reading that last sentence sounds like I am defending her, I am not, Just stating facts. Even in that pain it is hard not to lash out at freindlies. Hurt those you care for. Sometimes there seems to be nothing you can do to help. Hey even I have been hurt by that lashing out...

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More on my Game

Well, my group is going to go through the Great Deasert and even into the Deep Deasert.
All insearch of The Glass Castle. A mythical place as everyone knows. I figgure I'll do the whole "You must visit the oracle thing" and have the Oracle of the Sand be behind 3 tests of worthiness. Sort of like out of the Never Ending Story. I think that is the title. Hmm, don't know what I want for the first test though. First though is to go to oasis city and lead them out into the deasert in search of the Oracle of the Sands. Maybe a few desert combats with wild life. That could take up this comming session. Then have them go to the small town that may know were the Oracle can be found. Much Psionics. The fighter may even be able to get the psionic item he wants. A third eye of Aware. But I need to translate Dune's Spice and Sandworms into Atlantia without breaking copyright. If it can be done. Hmmm, Spice causing spontanous Psionic Effects? Could be intresting.

Later thought later.