Feb. 15th, 2007

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It strikes me that I haven't posted lately.  Well, Here is some news.  I managed to get me and my wife out of a little bind by remembering that Homeownership comes with a little power even though I don't consider owning the house until it is completely paid off.  That is something most americans cannot say ever.  But through some finacial fancy footwork things are on a more even keal. 

On to some goals:

1. Loose weight and get healther for both me and my wife to make having children safer.  I am naturally a cautious person when it comes to major changes in my life.  I have had a pot belly since I was 8.  That is over 25 years.  It is time to create the possibility in my life to be healthier.  Yes, I am using the excuse of preping for kids as a motivator.  I also have trouble thinking of disiplining my kids so they do not become slothful as I have been.  It is best to be an example not a "do as I say because it is best for you" for my kids.  Others can raise their kids as they wish.  I am not responsible for their kids wellfare and hapiness as I would directly be responsible for mine.  I want to create an optimal situation.

2. Help my wife be hapier and healthier.  We had a bad bout of Migraines last year and some other stuff that it is for my wife to say and not me.  If my help is not wanted then I will aceede to her wishes.  I love her and want the best for her.  I feel that I am best for her, otherwise I have left her life.  I have done so to other women before.  This did not deminish my love for them, just realized that I am not the best person for them.

3.  When springtime comes, get more time doing my stone sculpture.  I have been very neglect and realize that I have not had a major peice completed in several years.  This is very bad.  My creativity needs new fire.  Hmm, perhapse a ring of fire awakening ritual that I did back when I delivered pizza.

4. Work on my Jo Staff work, I participate and enjoy going to a Shinai club where I am the only staff weilder.  A wonder they let me be diffrent.  Possibly they enjoy the variety that it brings.  In my mind I need to be faster and move more than they do.  I also need to come up with some quick ripostettes to have both attack and defense going at once.  I think that my flaw is that I do not move the staff and my upper torso nearly enough and not nearly as quick as it should be.  As it stands Although the other members think that I am getting much better, I do not feel that I am up to the same level yet.  Must work on it.

5. Work on my game and Roleplaying world.  I know that this lacks a lot that I need to develop, countries and empires for one, histories and societies.  Names, Places, Customes and the like.  This is another creative front that needs work.

6.  Win a large Powerball to have time for all of the above.

Well, got more but I need to go.  I had an interesting discussion with my wife over steak that I feel I need to post.  But I gotta go now.

Dave

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