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Feb. 15th, 2007 08:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
matrix4bIt strikes me that I haven't posted lately. Well, Here is some news. I managed to get me and my wife out of a little bind by remembering that Homeownership comes with a little power even though I don't consider owning the house until it is completely paid off. That is something most americans cannot say ever. But through some finacial fancy footwork things are on a more even keal.
On to some goals:
1. Loose weight and get healther for both me and my wife to make having children safer. I am naturally a cautious person when it comes to major changes in my life. I have had a pot belly since I was 8. That is over 25 years. It is time to create the possibility in my life to be healthier. Yes, I am using the excuse of preping for kids as a motivator. I also have trouble thinking of disiplining my kids so they do not become slothful as I have been. It is best to be an example not a "do as I say because it is best for you" for my kids. Others can raise their kids as they wish. I am not responsible for their kids wellfare and hapiness as I would directly be responsible for mine. I want to create an optimal situation.
2. Help my wife be hapier and healthier. We had a bad bout of Migraines last year and some other stuff that it is for my wife to say and not me. If my help is not wanted then I will aceede to her wishes. I love her and want the best for her. I feel that I am best for her, otherwise I have left her life. I have done so to other women before. This did not deminish my love for them, just realized that I am not the best person for them.
3. When springtime comes, get more time doing my stone sculpture. I have been very neglect and realize that I have not had a major peice completed in several years. This is very bad. My creativity needs new fire. Hmm, perhapse a ring of fire awakening ritual that I did back when I delivered pizza.
4. Work on my Jo Staff work, I participate and enjoy going to a Shinai club where I am the only staff weilder. A wonder they let me be diffrent. Possibly they enjoy the variety that it brings. In my mind I need to be faster and move more than they do. I also need to come up with some quick ripostettes to have both attack and defense going at once. I think that my flaw is that I do not move the staff and my upper torso nearly enough and not nearly as quick as it should be. As it stands Although the other members think that I am getting much better, I do not feel that I am up to the same level yet. Must work on it.
5. Work on my game and Roleplaying world. I know that this lacks a lot that I need to develop, countries and empires for one, histories and societies. Names, Places, Customes and the like. This is another creative front that needs work.
6. Win a large Powerball to have time for all of the above.
Well, got more but I need to go. I had an interesting discussion with my wife over steak that I feel I need to post. But I gotta go now.
Dave
On to some goals:
1. Loose weight and get healther for both me and my wife to make having children safer. I am naturally a cautious person when it comes to major changes in my life. I have had a pot belly since I was 8. That is over 25 years. It is time to create the possibility in my life to be healthier. Yes, I am using the excuse of preping for kids as a motivator. I also have trouble thinking of disiplining my kids so they do not become slothful as I have been. It is best to be an example not a "do as I say because it is best for you" for my kids. Others can raise their kids as they wish. I am not responsible for their kids wellfare and hapiness as I would directly be responsible for mine. I want to create an optimal situation.
2. Help my wife be hapier and healthier. We had a bad bout of Migraines last year and some other stuff that it is for my wife to say and not me. If my help is not wanted then I will aceede to her wishes. I love her and want the best for her. I feel that I am best for her, otherwise I have left her life. I have done so to other women before. This did not deminish my love for them, just realized that I am not the best person for them.
3. When springtime comes, get more time doing my stone sculpture. I have been very neglect and realize that I have not had a major peice completed in several years. This is very bad. My creativity needs new fire. Hmm, perhapse a ring of fire awakening ritual that I did back when I delivered pizza.
4. Work on my Jo Staff work, I participate and enjoy going to a Shinai club where I am the only staff weilder. A wonder they let me be diffrent. Possibly they enjoy the variety that it brings. In my mind I need to be faster and move more than they do. I also need to come up with some quick ripostettes to have both attack and defense going at once. I think that my flaw is that I do not move the staff and my upper torso nearly enough and not nearly as quick as it should be. As it stands Although the other members think that I am getting much better, I do not feel that I am up to the same level yet. Must work on it.
5. Work on my game and Roleplaying world. I know that this lacks a lot that I need to develop, countries and empires for one, histories and societies. Names, Places, Customes and the like. This is another creative front that needs work.
6. Win a large Powerball to have time for all of the above.
Well, got more but I need to go. I had an interesting discussion with my wife over steak that I feel I need to post. But I gotta go now.
Dave