I'm sorry your going through this turbulence now. I know it will strengthen your essential being.

In most all it's forms Love is beautiful and wonderful. And all it's forms are awesome.

But if you feel the least bit that what you feel is letting you be used by the person you love, do not stay and be used. I don't think that is what you are speaking of, I'm fairly sure your not. But sometimes the one leads to the other. Or maybe that is only what men do to women? I don't know.

I wish you the best in dealing with this matter.